House cleaning...

Objective = To clean house
Team member = Mommy + Me
Duration = 1 Entire Day

Results:
Am very happy with the result of the outcome. However, there is more work needed to be done. Am glad that there is action taken and done. At least there is some breathing space or white space in web term.

- Fresh - Removing clutter is a necessity.
- Less means more - Make the place as empty as possible.
- New outlook - New environment, New atmosphere, New mood.
- Save time - Makes cleaning process easier.
- Healthier living - Less items to collect dust.
- Lead a simple life - Have only what one needs.

Am worried about mom's condition - as she is not feeling well today. Hoped that she will be much much better in everyway and everywhere...

Hello 2009, Good bye 2008

My experiences, feelings and observations...

Before 2009 and at the end of 2008:
- everyone is thinking of what to do, how to celebrate and where to go.
- i did not think of anything at all...

On the eve of 2008, counting down to 2009:
- everyone is so happy to be going somewhere..
- i am happily happy, went home and spent time with family and zzzzz - dreamland...

On 2009!!!!
- everyone ???
- spent time with family and being happy with the new beginning..


What is running through my mind:
- resolutions that i have achieved in 2008
- what are the new resolutions that i am looking forward to in 2009

Am working towards it..
Some of my acquaintances did bring it out that if we writes it down, it is easier to get those resolutions realised..
But it is okay.. I prefer to write them down somewhere else.. " )

It is indeed a
new year
new beginning
renewed resolutions
another journey
more discoveries as years goes by

It is like
a KPI to measure self accomplishments
a year old to age
another year to happiness
another year to more adventures
another year nearer to my dreams

Live Life~!

Lyrics to Life Is Wonderful - by Jason Mraz

It takes a crane to build a crane
It takes two floors to make a story
It takes an egg to make a hen
It takes a hen to make an egg
There is no end to what I'm saying

It takes a thought to make a word
And it takes some words to make an action
And it takes some work to make it work
It takes some good to make it hurt
It takes some bad for satisfaction

Ah la la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la la life goes full circle
Ah la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la
ah mmmmmmm

It takes a night to make it dawn
And it takes a day to make you yawn brother
And it takes some old to make you young
It takes some cold to know the sun
It takes the one to have the other

And it takes no time to fall in love
But it takes you years to know what the love is
And it takes some fears before I trust
And takes some tears to make it rust
And takes the rust to HAVE it polished

Singing...
Ah la la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la la life goes full circle
Ah la la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la

it is so
and it is so

It takes some silence to make sound
And it takes a loss before you found it
And it takes a road to go nowhere
It takes a toll to show you care
It takes a hole to SEE the mountain

Ah la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la life goes full circle
Ah la la la la la la life is wonderful
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Ah la la la la la life is meaningful
Ah la la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la life is meaningful

Ah la la la la la la life is full of
Ah la la la la la life is so full of love
Ah la la la la la life is wonderful
Ah la la la la la la life is meaningful
Ah la la la la la life is full of
Ah la la la la la life is so full of love

it is so wonderful
and it is so meaningful
it isso wonderful
it is meaningful
it is wonderful
it is meaningful
it goes full circle
wonderful
meaningful
full circle
wonderful

Misunderstanding.... Misinterpretation...

It seemed like this is a place for me to express my grievances as well... I am just so sorry for the things that happened. My heart felt heavy because of this. It is merely just a misunderstanding. But this is different. The feeling is still haunting me, even though after a early night sleep. I wished that things would be better.. I am missing those happy moments, those happy days and those happy memories. Will it come back? No one knows. What I know now is to live with a heavy heart...

This misunderstanding... misinterpretation... is a communication breakdown and 'perception'.. This is perceived differently from different ends.. I mean good but was perceived as bad. What is meant to be positive was taken as negative. White was mistaken as black.

Whatever it is,
Things done is being done.
Things said is said already.
Now have to look forward and wished for the best.

Judgement Card...

Prime message of the Judgment card. (This card deals with honesty.)
"Doubt yourself and you doubt everything you see. Judge yourself and you see judges everywhere. But if you listen to the sound of your own voice, you can rise above doubt and judgment. And you can see forever." by Nancy Lopez, one of the most accomplished women of the professional golf scene.

Experiences in Life

Experiences are priceless and they are worth tonnes.
Its worth is beyond measures.

I just wonder why most people whine and complain when they experience.
Some will just get angry, mad, demoralized and lost when they are there.
Perhaps that is the norm of how life is - perhaps we might feel better?

I am amused on how we humans reacted to every experience that we are placed upon to experience. I am always pondering and thinking on why and how things happens and what are the learning experience that is to be derived from it.

I am experiencing things myself.. same as what everyone is going through..
Am confused at times on why and how things is how it is.. How things ended up to be and how it might have a turn and twist of brightness out of darkness..

I am wondering on how our life is forced to move and change too..
Try to question less and just experience it when it comes along..
That is one thing I will have to try..

why he is like this??? why???

why? why is it like this?
Am I getting too emotional or am I just too sensitive?
I want things to be good..
I intended things to be good..
But why is it happening like this?
Why is he reacting like this?
What does he wants?
Do we all owe him?

He really makes me very sad and unhappy..
Why is he soo harsh on us all?
Does he knows that we love him?
Does he knows that we wished him well?